I find myself a year later with very little having changed. I want the same things as last year's new years post. I'm stuck in the same ways I was last year. I did do some of the things I wanted, but not enough. Some things changed and then changed back. It was a weird year, and a frustrating year, and I'm still frustrated with a lot of things. Some of things might get better soon. Some of them are even up to me. So I'm still trying. I'm still here.